(This is the 4th post in my series “being seen at 50″)
Things are blurry. I am blurry. The substance of what I have known is up for revision.
This is good.
And it is disorienting.
The face I face in the mirror is changing.
I haven’t yet chosen how to be with that.
I default to the culture that screams- be afraid, very afraid.
I default to the message of my work in the world- you are a luscious being of beauty in this form right now.
I feel something more emerging from the blur that does not yet have focus.
The face I face in the mirror is changing, and along with it as much of me as I will allow.
Adventure is present just in the looking.
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How are you looking, Beautiful? I am hearing very juicy stuff from those traveling this journey of self seeing with me.
(Want to read the rest of the series? It is all here.)
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